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This day has been very interesting and somewhat painful.  I drove last night with a great deal of pain in my hand, never did I think it would hurt so much to maneuver a bus with this hand.

I have never relied on others to look after me or my responsibilities.  However; I was extremely tempted to do exactly that today.  Broken hand with two nasty little pins in it has enlightened me on how technically sound I am usually.  Every move I made last night caused pain and then even more today.  I live my life on my own support system with my best foot forward at all times.  I try even when I have been told it is useless to do so.  This time I am not convinced that I am doing the right thing by going back to work only two weeks after the break and operation.  Does that make me a failure?  Or does it make me tougher and more focused?

Our family believes in living life not letting life live us.  We follow our hearts and stand behind each other no matter what.  My family is saying I need to work on the homefront but wil that generate enough to make our, my dreams come true?

Just curious anyone have a prespective that may lead me to a solution I can live with?

Good Night

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